You Are Loved, Forgiven and Set Free

Dear You, self, and all, 

Life has been a battlefield, you lived in shame, miseries, sin, sufferings and what nots. It has been hard, the feeling of youre not able to reach out, masking your face with a fake smile, a fake laugh, yet so clouded with tears in your eyes, so clouded with storm. and the what ifs? I had a fair share of those. What if i reached out? what if i said a simple hi? would i have shined a light on you? what if i told you about Jesus? would things have been different? maybe? we all live in the maybes. We are all living in can we go back in time and changed things. would it be any easier for you? You..... you were in pain, despite everything YOU ARE LOVED, YOU ARE FORGIVEN, and JESUS SET YOU FREE. You deserved a chance to hear and feel that you are forgiven, that you have a second chance just like everyone else, and that you are redeemed. Wish I told you that. I am speechless. No words can describe how I hurt for you. It breaks my heart knowing that I did not help impact your life somehow, yet still gives me that joy that even when I wasn't there Jesus was always there. He loves you and I know that for sure because He told me so. He wiped your tears away, no more pain, no more mourning as Revelations 21:4 says. I want you to know that you matter, that your life is not a waste. I want you to know that even when the world or the devil inside you tells you otherwise, or when it makes you feel small. You are worth it, your life is worth it. That is why Jesus died for you so you don't have to. I want you to know that when you feel so small or like a total wreck, you have a God who is bigger than life who loves you, and even bigger than the ice berg you're hitting.  I want you to know that even when I am no longer in your life, or whatever season we are in that separates us, I hope you remember not who I am, but who Jesus is, who you are to him, and My hope is that in another lifetime (heaven) I will see you again. I want you to know that there is hope despite afflictions, and when you dont know where to go, You can Run to Jesus always. You can cry your heart out to him, and he is closer than you know. when you feel like the world is on your shoulder, He already carried it for you on the cross. When you feel the shame, and sadness, and the heartaches, He already nailed it on the cross with him. Dont give up now, because he already has given his spirit for you. Keep fighting hard the good fight of faith, keep pressing on even when the world is crushing you because you are stronger than your mind, and the world. YOU ARE MORE THAN ENOUGH. YOU ARE NOT ALONE, YOU ARE LOVED, YOU ARE FORGIVEN, REDEEMED, SET FREE, and YOU ARE HIS MASTERPIECE. Remember that. 

I am grateful to the Lord for your life even for a short period of time. Until next time. For now, rest in the arms of you savior <3 

(I wish i told you that)

VIIIXIIMMXIX ;
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